I wanted you to wait for me.
I wanted you to see that I was in pain. That I needed to heal from what you did. From where we ended up.
I wanted you to show me you were worth it.
I didn’t want this.
Instead you moved on. You continued to fight for someone else. You started a life with someone else.
I guess I wasn’t worth waiting for. I wasn’t worth helping to heal. Lesson learned S.
Now you live each day with your new girl. Loving life. Smiling and making plans. And I lay here waiting for you. Waiting for you to reach out to tell me you love me and miss me.
I wanted you to wait for me. I wanted you to help me heal. But instead I broke more and now I’m waiting for something that isn’t going to happen.