Broken

Broken; shattered; destroyed.

That’s how I’m feeling right now. Recently, I found out that my partner was having an emotional affair. Last night she told me she thinks she loves this other girl. What do I do now?

Their relationship is over. She wants to stay with me. We want to fix things. So how do we do that?

She’s taking time by yourself right now. She wants to be alone. And all I want is for my best friend, my love, to hold me and tell me everything is going to be okay.

These tears won’t stop. I can’t eat. I cant move. All I can do is cry and think. I need her. I want her here. I want things to go back to how they were but I dont know what that first step is. How long do I let her be alone? 

I’m constantly asking and wandering what I can for her. What will make her feel better. But I did nothing wrong except not put a top to it in the beginning. I’m more worried about her feelings than I am about my own. But i was the one who got hurt. I am the one who’s love of her life fell for another girl. 

I just want to know what she is thinking. I want to know what to do now.

Broken; shattered; destroyed.

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