I have made up my mind: I am getting what I want in life. What is that you might ask? To be a mom.
If everything goes according to plan (I know it rarely does) I will begin trying for a baby in 2 years. I am beyond excited. The funny thing is though, S asked me today if I wanted to get married first (if things continue going well), and I didn’t know what to say. When I decided I will try to get pregnant in 2 years, I never pictured me married. Weird eh? I always said I wanted to get married then have a baby, now, I envision myself as a single mom and I kind of like it that way.
I am sure this will change but it’s nice that I am looking at the future with many different possibilities.