Well my mind is once again fighting with itself. Let’s take a look shall we?
Train A: I found someone who makes me happy. She’s an amazing woman and a beautiful mom. I’m so happy and am really falling.
Train B: I’m just on a high. She’s not you. I still want and miss you. You’re still the love of my life. I’m going to fuck up or end up unhappy. I don’t deserve happiness. Im missing you, S, tonight.
Train C: stop trying to hump me cat!