The award goes to..

Congratulations to me.

I did it.

I totally fucked up.

Once again.

I knew this would happen.

I thought I had more.

More time to be happy.

To be wanted.

Maybe this is it.

A sign for me.

To confirm it’s you.

It will always be you.

Why can I not be happy?

Is it really because she’s not you?

Are you what I need even if part of me tells me it will never work out?

Am I destined to forever go around in circles?

Well I did it.

I fucked up.

Now the award goes to

Me.

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