Torn

Torn between..

Happiness

Breaking

she makes my heart smile

she makes my butterflies return

she makes my mind hope

She stabs my heart again

She pulls a dagger to my throat

But she once made me happy

I could be happy with her

I should give this a true chance

I would love to be her girl

I can’t stop missing her

I shouldn’t need her back

I won’t let this want win

My heart skips a beat when she calls me babe

My heart aches for her to hold me forever

My mind tells me I will one day mess this up

My mind screams that we are meant to be

This isn’t fair to her

This isn’t fair to her

This isn’t fair to me

Torn between

a happiness I could one day have

and mending the breaking I am once again feeling

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