Day 2 after cutting you out.
Today was harder. This evening was barely bearable. I don’t know how to do this. You’re still all I want.
Maybe one day you will want me as much as I want you. But I need to let it sink in that I wasn’t enough. That you love her more. That you want her more.
I still want you to reach out and say I was right. That we can get through this. That we are meant to be. Forever and Always. Until then, Im here. Waiting and breaking.