The truth

I wanted you to wait for me.

I wanted you to see that I was in pain. That I needed to heal from what you did. From where we ended up.

I wanted you to show me you were worth it.

I didn’t want this.

Instead you moved on. You continued to fight for someone else. You started a life with someone else.

I guess I wasn’t worth waiting for. I wasn’t worth helping to heal. Lesson learned S.

Now you live each day with your new girl. Loving life. Smiling and making plans. And I lay here waiting for you. Waiting for you to reach out to tell me you love me and miss me.

I wanted you to wait for me. I wanted you to help me heal. But instead I broke more and now I’m waiting for something that isn’t going to happen.

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